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Time flies, doesn't it? Soon it'll be my birthday.

I don't want to go home to celebrate it. That's a first, but... It doesn't feel right. My family's too messed up and if I run into Akihito... Yeah. Hello there, ruined b-day. ;o;

On the upside, I've already bought Ochibi a birthday present. Taka-san too. ♥

Now all I have to decide is Ochibi's Christmas present. ^_^ He's just very difficult to shop for.

I'll go make some cup-cakes now~ I'll hand them around to anyone I meet later, so be sure to stop by! >D *bribes people*

They'll be good!


H.A.L.L.O.W.E.E.N!!! 8D


The hell...

Had sake with Fujiko and a halfway nice day out with him. Fun stuff. But it turned a bit sour though. I just hope Fujiko's okay...

Trouble is annoying. And annoying dude is trouble.

And I hate my brother-in-law. SO. VERY. MUCH.

Oh well...

Feeling a bit better, I suppose, but I've been thinking a lot.

I... Should probably try and do something about Akihiro, my brother-in-law, before things get out of hand.

I guess I'm just scared.

Hate that feeling.




Not much is going on, but I see Fujiko has updated. YAY! =D =D =D


And Rinrin is back~



Can't sleep. Stupid nightmares. I shouldn't have 'em since nothing really happened, right? I'm safe and sound and everything. Now I can't even wake Rin up and bother him because he's not here. And I'm worried about him. Man, this sucks...


I think it turned out okay... Vanilla/Peanut butter butter cream filling, chocolate sponge cake. A little bit of Kikumaru-sama magic~ And there you have it. ♥



I feel much better!!! ♥

Thanks to everyone who managed to cheer me up~

AND. Ice Cream is the BOMB and cures almost anything. FYI.



Relationships (even those you don't really have) are difficult. And being hung over at the start of the semester... Might not be all that good.

More later when I live again. X_X

Writer's Block: Two Truths and a Lie

Post two truths and a lie about yourself as an answer to Writer's Block. Have people guess which is the lie in the comments.


1. I don't actively go out of my way trying to change myself, as changes will happen no matter what I do.

2. I can actually play the piano.

3. Last time I had sex was seven days ago.


On Atobe and his partner:

I don't know what to think. I mean, it's so straaaaaaaaange! Here we have a guy whom I've known about almost my entire life, through gossip columns and stuff, and then I meet him in the tennis world. We move on and grow up and then I meet him in university, even if we hardly share anything in life, we're at the same place. And now this. I really don't know what to feel, but my heart goes out to their families and friends, that much I know. D: It's horrible!

On Oishi:

I need to get it together. :|

On Ochibi:

I SEE TOO LITTLE OF YOU!!! T____________T

On Fujiko:

♥ Love you~! You're my BFF! Don't you forget it!!!

On Kite:

I guess I*m made of fail. ^_^;; But at least it was fun? And yeah! Your shirt is all washed up now, and you can't even see the stain, promise! ♥

Think I'll go clubbing tonight, need to think about some stuff.


So, no luck in the competition~ I had fun at least! ^_^

Gonna go home over the weekend to get some washing done, I think. Don't miss me too much! ♥ I'll be back Monday anyway~

I'm... I'm worried about Fujiko... And Oishi. But at least I had a good talk with Yuu-nii~! ♥



Wish me luck, guys! ♥♥♥

Writer's Block: ♥

In your opinion, what is the cutest animal baby?

Kittens of course! =(^v^)=

Why not? Me too. ^_^



It's break right now so I'm kind of just sitting here waiting for the next class. I don't know what I'm doing right now... I feel kind of unmotivated right now and school seems like a bit of a drag right now. As I sit here in the computer room I have two students from the medical class behind me and they're talking about hemorrhoids and other nice stuff. And I just sit here and pretend that I don't hear them. ヘ(^_^ヘ);

I've been thinking a bit. Because both Oishi and Fujiko work hard trying to reach their goals. Marui does as well. I hope I work as hard as I can, but sometimes I doubt it. I doubt myself and my reasons for studying right now. Is there other things I want to do? Should I be doing something else, nya? I mean, most of all I just want to kick back and meet people and enjoy myself as much as I can, but somewhere along the way I guess I have to grow up as well and act like an adult and all that stuff.

I hate not being able to go home.


Damn it, Oishi.


Random stuff.

First of all:

...I'm hungry.

I'm even more hungry. But this I made in class today. ^v^! Yummy, yummy~! Tomorrow we're gonna make tempura from scratch. Pretty easy and basic, but still fun. And we'll serve them in the cafeteria, if anyone's interested. There will be prawn, fish, veggies and fruit. So there's a little something for everyone, nya!

I'm kinda odd, in a way. I'm not really planning ahead. I mean, I sit down, I do what I'm supposed to, and heck, I've decided what I wanna work with. But other than that, I can't really say I'm planning anything big or anything. I sort of just glide through life, and try my best to stay away from certain people so I can continue gliding. But that doesn't mean I don't pay attention to things around me. The earthquake shook me up pretty badly, and I'm worrying about Fujiko and Oishi and Rinrin and other people around me. I love hanging out with Ochibi and all, but sometimes I wonder if it's just because I don't want to let go of my old bond with him, or if it is because I just truly enjoy being with him. I wonder if I've learned to let go, and not dwell on the little things until they've grown so big I can't see the end of it.

That really doesn't make much sense, does it? -A-;;

I want ice cream! ^v^

Well, okay, me too. XD;;;



I'm gonna move in with Fujiko~ ♥ On my free time that is, so don't worry, Hirakoba-san, you won't loose your roomie! =^_^=

Oishi, you don't mind, do you? Not that I know why you should or anything, but I just don't wanna make you feel bad or anything, you know? Uh. Well... Maybe I don't even make sense, so I don't know what I brought it up but whatever.


Who's been keeping up with their manga an anime lately? (Yes, I'm a dork, so shut up.) Anything I've missed that I ought to check out? I remember the oldies from back when I was a kid, like Fairy Tail and stuff. So what's new?


Hungry. Wonder if I should get Twitter?

I'm staring and staring and starting at this blank sheet of paper and I just know I have to write crap on it. And. Don't wanna. Wanna go over to Oishi and hang out. Or hang out with Fujiko.

School, stop being boring and lighten up before I... Ugh. Don't know.

Had fun with Inui at least~! ♥ YAY YAY YAY

Got lucky last Saturday, btw. Was good. Was niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice~ Still a bit sore though. A little bit of TMI for y'all. ♥♥♥



Life's actually kind of good. But that earthquake scared the shit outta me! And, I cut myself. On my forehead. So at least I have a band-aid on my face again, nya? I nearly cracked my eyebrow open, actually. Stupid, silly earthquake. I heard that the damage was really bad though. Is anyone seriously hurt? I hope not... T_T

Marui, you okay? Oishi? Fujiko? Ochibi?




Kirihara Akaya is really full of himself, isn't he? But he shouldn't be spying on people like that, that's just rude! >O


I have this paper I have to write. And then I have this practical test where I'm supposed to whip up a nice dinner out of some left overs. And I'm not allowed to check the Internet or anything for inspirational help. It's gonna be a challenge, but it's gonna be fun! ^_^

Why are things back to complicated almost immediately? Nyaa... I thought I was an adult, that I had grown and stuff, but I still act before I think and that's one bad habit. I only end up hurting people and I don't think it makes me a very good friend, but... Nyaa... I will try my best to be a good friend! ♥

Writer's Block: Strange Conversations

What's the best conversation you've ever had with a stranger—on a bus, in an elevator, at a cafe, etc.?

My best convo with a stranger must be this:

I was sitting in a library after some test or another. I believe it was back in High School. Anyway. I was minding my own business when this guy walked up to me. And he came onto me. I mean, really. Classic pick-up line (think it was something along the lines with "So, what are the chances that we can engage in anything more than just conversation?" or something) and it was like something I thought I'd hear in a bar or club but NOT AT A LIBRARY. So. I just kinda stared at him with my jaw at the floor, and then when he noticed he had my attention he just kind of sat down next to me and started to talk about EVERYTHING between heaven and earth. And I mean EVERYTHING. This guy knew stuff. And before I knew it two hours had passed and he moved on, and I was left feeling very, very weird, but pleased. It was so FUN talking to him!!

...And I don't even know his name nya.


So. I had this super weird dream. It was kinda scary, but anyway. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeird. I was like walking around in some place that was kinda like Silent Hill, especially those long hallways in The Room, yeah? And when I got to this one point in the dream a bunch of guys came walking with some naked girl. Yeah, she was completely naked. And the funny thing was that she had a hole all through her, but she was alive. And she was smiling at me. She stood up and the guys backed away, and then she walked over to me and told me that she knew. Knew what, I asked. She smiled and said she knew that the angle was wrong. I kinda stared at her, I think and then I said that of course the angle was wrong, because if it had been right, it wouldn't have bothered me. She said that maybe I was seeing things from the wrong angle and that the angle wasn't wrong in itself. Then I think I laughed and said that it would probably rain roses today.

...And then I woke up. Okay. Anyone clever enough to intrepid that?



I have a hangover. So sucky... But I had a blast yesterday anyway! ^_^ I... Think I remember most of the night. I know I danced a lot. And hung out with people. And I'm not missing home in the least because this is FREEDOM nya! Next time I'm gonna drag both Oishi and Marui and maybe even An-chan and stuff for some real serious FUN~! They have some great clubs here, nya!!

Party was a blast! ^_^ So nice to see everyone again, and man, we've grown up and still we're kind of the same, aren't we? It's a pretty odd feeling, to be honest. o(>v<)o

Speaking of partying and stuff... Marui~ Care to go out tonight? I'm buying~!! I mean, unless you really wanna pay yourself. Then you're free to do it! >D Throw me a text message and we'll work out the details!

[Edit:] Right, holidays. >_>

Okay, so now I'm bored! ;_; Maybe I moved back to the dorms too early, nya? :|